Procrastination

I've tried to keep a diary at various points in my life and never had the discipline to start the thing.

I wonder how much I adored the idea of keeping a journal or a diary .
It is like the window to your soul, Keeping a journal can be a way of giving your feelings a outlet. Diary is the place with whom you can share all the thoughts, all the fears, all the celebrations,all the joy , and all the secrets and most of all without the fear of judgement, without the fear of rejection, blame or without the need of justification.
 
I wonder if doing it on my computer will make it any easier. I spend enough hours with it before my eyes surfing almost all the day . so I think I should be able to find ten minutes or so now and then to "put pen to paper".

But alas every time the procrastination came in between and I thought better start from the next day or better start from the next week, not today, or better take rest today … :D

Now wondering how would it feel today if I could write all of my experiences through out my last 20 years.
How would it feel today when I would be reading the sad, joyful experiences till now ??
How would I laugh today on my silly tears of past and how would I cry out on that laughter of past ???
Really it makes me feel sick  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!